it's final! i'm definitely movin back to NC. i can't believe i'm actually excited about it, but i miss my family and i'm tired of spending money on plane tickets every month. i'm getting transferred to Raleigh through my job at Sprint. it'll be great. i can finally go back to school and hopefully get my teaching license.

goodbye jersey. i will no longer be giving half of my paycheck to the state of nj! the only thing i will miss is the tax-free shopping here! hmmmm ... maybe i'll go shopping today.

anyways, i'm still looking for a nice apartment with big walk in closets to fit all my clothes and my bf's clothes. let me know if you guys know of any nice big new apartments or condos in raleigh/cary/apex. k gtg run some errands and do some laundry. laterz

so i decided to restart my xanga. i need a breathe of fresh air, so i erased all the old entries.

i've been thinkin bout moving back to NC by the end of this year. living up here in the north is just becoming tiring and old for me. besides the cold weather, the cost of living is just ain't worth it, plus all the money i spend on plane tickets to see my family. i dunno! it's gonna be a tough decision for me. my job is willing to transfer me to NC, so that won't be a problem. it's just a matter of convincing my other half. it's just weird how when i was in NC, i hated it so much and just couldn't wait to get outta there. now that i'm here in NJ, i actually miss NC. life is just so bizarre. so bizarre ... any suggestions on my predicament? sometimes i just get so confused on what i really wanna do.

lately,  i've been doing nuthin but work my ass off. i haven't really had time just to relax and go out like i used to. is that a sign of gettin old or what? and even on my days off, i find myself just sitting at home, either doing chores or sleeping. hmmm maybe i'm just lazy! but of course, i'll always find the time to go and do some shopping. it's columbus day wknd. there should be a lotta sales out there. wish me luck!